Livejournal entry from January 3rd, 2006 - I would have been 18.
"Hi hi. Hope everyone’s new year is panning out nicely.
We go back to school tomorrow. Gah. I don’t want to. I’m so stressed out. So much work to do. Bleh.
James and I have decided to lose weight and get healthy together. And then maybe detox.
I want veganism.
I feel really crappy about my body right now. I want to look good for him. And for myself obviously, but I want him to have a nice looking girlfriend.
I’ve kind of gone back to feeling like that ugly, geeky girl. Urgh. I feel so fat. I hate being fat. I don’t want to be fat anymore.
Wow, this was kinda intense for me to read. Thank you Fat Acceptance.